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A song I wrote too myself before my last suicide attempt. Written from a disassociated perspective (I referr to myself as you all the way through this).
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You saw that it was dead,
it was over now.
Nothing was going right,
all the signs were there,
it was the right time.
You said you were so happy,
you know that you lied,
You kept it to yourself.
You were looking for your way out,
It came, you took it fast.
no it never lasts,
no it never lasts,
no it never lasts.
You were so tired of fighting
Your heart was broken and left burn out
No one could keep your mind clear now
You didn't even realize
It's not your fault
You didn't even realize
It's not your fault
You are dead on the inside,
it's true, there's no debate.
Heart broken and spoiled,
for everybody else.
No one could love you now.
You don't care what they say,
you will let your mind go now,
dissolve it down with pills.
You know you can't be happy with anybody else,
It's just so bad,
you're fucked in the head,
and there's nothing you can do,
just lay down and die.
oh just fucking die,
please just die,
no one can ever love you.
You were so tired of fighting
Your heart was broken and left burnt out
No one could keep your mind clear now
You didn't even realize,
It's not your fault
You didn't even realize,
It's not your fault
You didn't even realize,
It's not your fault,
You didn't even realize,
It's not your fault
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